Unfortunately, when it rains it pours.

After having such a great time, being busy. My car got flooded Sunday, still at dealer. There are talks of junking it.

Also the play got canceled, however they are doing a new play so me and this other girl got cut.

Sad, really.

At least I had a moments happiness.

We are not going around in circles

My life seems to have passed the circle of repetition, I no longer go through the same thing every year.

Not to say that everything changes every year, there are things that end up being the same.

Like I didn't get to celebrate Halloween for the third time in a row. But Next year I will get my Hallow's Eve. It's just a matter of time.

I am going to start creating my costume drawings as soon as possible.

I need to also create that phoenix costume whenever I can. . . I have it drawn but I need to have it made.

I have been busy with school(FIU Theatre Major stuff, this includes HOMEWORK and HOURS), work (I'm Spellbound, it's true!), play (The Last Children of Utopia), Film (Hunted:Series).

I am super happy though. I have my Slushie and I couldn't be happier.

I will be posting pictures (or scanning) up of the creative assignments I have done.

I miss you blog.

I also miss those who read my blog.

It begins...

Never in my life did I think I would end up so busy. But here I am getting a little blog in before I go to work. The day in the life of a Theatre person.. or at least the day in the life of me, who is involved heavily in theatre and trying to make a name for myself.

Now we all know the problem of starting anew in a place where no one knows you. So obviously there are things that they don't know about me. I hope they are starting to get to know the fact that I know my stuff. Granted I am no expert yet, but that is what learning is about. Besides, any expert will tell you that

they still learn new things everyday and with technology advancing the way it is they still will be learning even after they retire.

However, I have extremely exciting news that has kept me bouncing off the walls. I am in the next play at FIU. It's a (student-directed, student-written) modern adaptation of Electra. I read it and enjoyed it thoroughly, I cannot wait to start rehearsing which begins tomorrow.

Also, I believe I mentioned cutting my hair ?

Before

After

Oh and yes I have curly hair, no I didn't get that treatment to straighten permanently. . . But my hair curly still looks good :)

If you are wondering why my hair is blurred and I am not (the first picture: to the left), it's because my hair is really alive. My fiancé (Slushie) would be the first to tell you that.

But I look beautiful regardless of how my hair looks.. I am trying to gain self confidence so you will read it very vainly but people who know me will encourage me to continue self talking. I am actually very self-less, even though to my family it may not seem so (LONG STORY).

Also I am working on a film (internet mini-series), the link will definitely be posted on here. For those of you who has extreme patience in waiting for something for me to produce. I also need to post up pictures of my projects. I'm trying to use my camera more, in documenting my life. So I need more reasons and apparently I have received them. Play, Internet Mini-Series, and work :D. I am actually headed to work now, the Red Queen Rises!

:P Maybe I will take pictures with my boss. She is amazing and I think you will love her.

She is my Alice, and I her Red Queen.

So count it. I have two Fans.

Slushie, and my Boss <3

I guess being saddened all those times in the past were worth something after all, so I can appreciate bliss. I never understood it, but now I do. For this moment of clarity, I see that those times that I was happy I guess I was indifferent to the fact that I was happy. I will share this information with my love one.

For all intents and purposes,

I am blessed. (and extremely thankful for it!)

POTTERMORE!!!

I cannot wait until October. This makes me soooo depressed. Other than that I have been working in the theatre, etc etc. Dedicated. Drawing. Disney JOB, Awesome. Happy. Sad. Depressed again. ETC.

I am better than others* Exeunt.

*Disclaimer: I am not sure if I am better than others. I just put this because I am one dedicated Mother F-er

On my way to the Top

This Monday I am going to begin anew at a new school. At FIU, an airport of a university, where I will be consumed by Theatre and similar duties. Starting the day with an early class introducing Design. What kind of design? Probably scenic, lighting, or just the general idea of it. Then I have a break, but followed by Acting 1 (although I am apprehensive about taking this, I will do it to see if there is anything I can relearn what I forgot or something new will be taught). After Acting 1, another break and then I have Tech Lab 2. Which is basically forced Theatre hours in the form of a class. But if you know me, you know I give a lot of time to the Theatre without being forced (forcing students to do hours would be better for those who think that all they have to do in Theatre is act).

After my First day full of classes, the second day has less but still exciting work load. There is costuming tech in the morning and in the afternoon I have to analyze plays; of which I would think it is second nature for an actor to do. Reading, re-reading, taking notes, and researching are all in a day's work. But that is just the beginning of the load. Taking into account that everyone is different, think of a mad scientist creating a creature. That creature will have mannerisms maybe similar to the mad scientist but will undoubtedly be different.There are many things that can explain the reason why they like touching their hair, it could be a fear of losing their hair so they constantly touch it through the day. What kind of music they like: classical, rock, rap or maybe they aren't main stream and they go underground. They could be cultural enthusiasts, even if that culture isn't their own. There is so much work to be placed into a character, there are a lot of people who don't realize it. Those people are the ones that say Acting is easy. But to be the best, there is effort placed.

Besides the fact that I have a heavy school schedule for this Fall, I might have to get a job. Start saving up money for a cruise that I plan to go on, pay rent. Oh, when will I have time?

Among other things I have also begun drawing web comics for my brother (It's a weekly thing). He thinks I am a talented little bugger. I guess I am, but talent can be meaningless without skill and discipline. So I have a hefty schedule to keep busy with. But I haven't started saying the full blow of it.

Add that hefty schedule with attempting to work out as often as possible during the week, doctor appointments that have sprung up because of something that has caught their eye in my health, trying to take photos to document myself as well as areas of my life, and don't forget one of the most important things.... MY BOYFRIEND! He isn't fond of my schedule but we will work it out. We always do <3

Besides that, I bought my books and Slushie's books. I need to get him FAFSA. Yes the dreaded FAFSA ruler of distributing funds to who it deems worthy!

Okay maybe not so much who it deems worthy but the "neediest" of the ones who NEED.

I am not so lucky to be one of the "neediest" of the need. The numbers that my dad makes seems like he is well off. We do okay, but my college is a heavy burden. I have worked before to make me self sustaining but often I have to turn to him for help. I am not the only one, my brother does too. But since I have been doing it all of my life, I can understand I am a bigger burden.

Other News, I have cut and dyed my hair :)

Isn't that a great note to leave off?

5 more years?

Before I can graduate with a bachelors in theatre.

I need to check if this is true.
I just can't believe that it will take that long. Especially if it's going to be two years before I can audition for any plays.

That made me want to cry; luckily I didn't.

I have two classes with my friend Harmony;) her nickname. So cute huh? She would kill me if I called her that though lol

Summer

There is really so much going on this summer.
The love of my life is beside me and we are quietly on computers having finished a test for our class.
I am ecstatic about what this guy is teaching us- he is a really good teacher. Unfortunately, I cannot mention his name; because it would probably go against his rights.
There will be an orientation at FIU soon. I paid and hopefully will register classes on that day and everything will be clear. There is also the question about scholarships.
I need to get a new doctor however, since I am 21 I need a primary instead of a pediatrician.
But I love my pediatrician :)
Kinda makes me want to be a little kid again (:
Kinda..

Amongst all this, my room is being done. I am going to organize it and pictures will be up soon. Maybe..


Lalalalala di da

I got accepted!

To FIU.

Exciting, and you know what is even better?

My best friend is accepted as well.

I cannot wait to begin at a new school.

I love MDC, but it's time for me to continue my education elsewhere.

I'm gonna miss Jroney, Dmello, JOSÉ!, Chris, and B-rad. I will visit them because in my eyes they are now my friends. But this is also a new chapter in my life that I need to undergo. So I have one last semester (the summer, which is only 2 classes). Then I will be at FIU- can I say GYM, TSC, THEATRE much?

Yeah lately I have been hitting the gym and with the new discovery of Tropical Smoothie Cafe because of my BEST FRIEND!!! I can be happy. But of course she and I will still go to the one around her house to hang out and chill.

She is fabulous!

I won't mention her name yet or give her a nickname although she will of course be mentioned in future posts but.. with this AT&T cap going on.. I don't know how long I will be able to get the internet.

But I wreak my revenge on at&t by destroying their precious "NETWORK" because i Have unlimited on my phone and they better never touch that cause I can create havoc.

However I forsee more posts if things go my way in the near future.

Sorry for long Hiatus

It's been tough these past couple of months and I am just in a drag my heels feeling.

Not only the fact that I cannot help but be depressed, and feel anxiety.

But in other news I am lucky to still be here.

So for now I will keep it short and simple so as to confuse you and make you want to ask questions.