My Taking of Photos

Yeah I can take pretty good photos. I have been happy with what I have achieved so far. But I know I can do more and be better.

Or fail.

But whatever, see my work on Deviant Art :)

I am so bored, I want to do something productive..

That is the life of an ACTORTECHIE (:

I cried today..

I cried so hard that I got a headache, I don't want to share why I cried or what caused it. I know what caused it and I don't want to go down memory lane of the this day again.

Repressing is bad but I rather be happy or try to get happy then cry again and again and again. I know it is not the end of the world and life will go on, even without me.

But maybe the without me is what I am afraid of.. I wish the world would stop, I wish it was all Full moon, stars and Night sky... But it's not. It's harsh day light too.

UGHHHHH!!!!

I just wish I could cry hard and get it out of my system but it is there and I hurt and I can't stand it... I really am leaning toward violent means at the moment..which is bad cause I don't want violence.... I JUST WANT A RELEASE!!!