Wow, I have butterflies.

I feel weak and sick. I think it's anxiety for the coming term. See, Tomorrow is going to be another day. But it's is a new term, I hope I have everything I need. I'm thinking about what will happen, I like that school is soon. I love learning, just... Sometimes I wonder if people will all of a sudden discover something about me they do not like and then everyone hates me for it. I don't know... It's just paranoia, in a way... it's better to be hated than forgotten. I have been forgotten before, and have been hated before... so yeah. I know.

Anyways, I'm taking a few... okay five classes. If I could take more, I would. Tomorrow, is math :( Ugh.. *lurch, blurp*
but then after math ( I have a break which I believe i will be working), there is Stagecraft (which I take along with Tamster) :) Can't wait.. I'm not good with a drill, but I can learn.

Then on Tuesday. Early on is scene study, which I love analyzing scripts... I even do it for other actors. ( By just giving them ideas, and whatever they tell me ..I build on that and keep on handing them ideas that they can take.) Then after that, dare I say it? Stage Makeup! I really can't wait. I know I will love that class... I know the teacher and she is amazing, she is the director that gave me my first chance on stage. Thank the Goddess for DMX (inside joke, kicked your way Ian). Than Dmx for play directing, which I have convinced one of the most fabulous women in the world to join this class. Ah, I'm excited for my new year. I may be a tad bit nervous, but I am very excited.

I also can't wait till there is auditions for the fall play.. Well I can wait, just I'm waiting as patiently as can be while being extremely excited.


EEK!!! :D







I hope that I do well in the script analysis class, the last time I was in a creative class.. My creativity was impeded upon. So I retaliated by showing up late, and turning in my assignments late. I got a C. But wow.. I really didn't want to be in that class, I thought she would give me something more... She never gave me more.