12.8.09

Home, Late :(

I don't know why, but my dad gets so upset at me when I come home late. I can understand him calling me and being worried, but it's not my fault I didn't hear my phone vibrate or anything at all. I love my dad, but he is sometimes too... Over the top. It's not like I'm out of the house with just anyone, I was with my Slushie. Which tonight, when he finally stopped playing Oblivion, he gave me a foot massage and out of nowhere he just became the most affectionate that I have ever seen him. We kissed, and cuddled. Talked about moving in together. Oh, if I had a lot of money. I would have already moved in somewhere with him.He is after all my future fiance. ( Don't worry, he knows this.)

We both plan on being together, moving in, being engaged.. than eventually marriage.
But my dad is a bit old fashioned... or shall I say, very old fashioned.
My dad won't let me go on a trip that Slushie wants to save up to take me to. (Disney)

I'm 19 years old. In college. Like, I don't like my dad not giving me the time to grow and make my own choices. After all, I'm not going to being living under his roof forever. But my dad thinks I'm just a kid. He is right, but in order to grow and mature and be my own woman. I need him to respect my choices and let me try to flap my wings... One wing may be broken, but if I don't move it.

I never will.

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