Between work and school and work.. wow, I am just so tired. Like I want to hang out with everybody and do what I need to do. But sometimes there is just so much stress. I don't mind, cause I can go without feeling it for a long while. But I know it's there and it can exasperate me if I let it. So for those that I do not take into consideration with my time. I'm sorry.
School, Slushie and Work. Work pays... School educates... and Slushie loves me. Although he sometimes complains with the work and school schedule, which I don't mind cause I love spending time with him. But sometimes when I spend time with him.... I'm sitting there watching him play video games. And I LOVE video games.. But I really don't want to spend my time off like that. Luckily he hasn't done that since I got work and school taking up my time. I think he realizes sub-consciously, that although we both enjoy the other's presence there.. We have to have some time apart in order to love each other more. When I was in Orestes, me and him would spend time together but we weren't everyday spending so much spare time together. Now we are everyday. I like seeing him, but sometimes I want to relax. I could at his house, I just can't relax too much. If I close my eyes he thinks that he is boring me.
I also must say, that I do not want him to think I am trying to distance myself from him. Just I have a lot of responsibility.. I always did, and I will. At first my schedule is difficult to manage, but then again.... I'll get the hang of it.
In other news, day off tomorrow. Paycheck on monday and.. my college textbooks should be coming in.
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