I don't know why...

Okay..

I am a very biracial background. Let me explain:


MOM= CUBAN CHINESE

DAD= FRENCH, ITALIAN, BLACK, SPAINARD


And that is only scraping the top...


But, for some reason, I don't know why every rich neighborhood I go down

I always feel like I am going to get shot.

Like in some well off neighborhoods the inkling is there, but when I go down a really rich neighborhood... DAMN, Imagine a block of ice on your spine Except like a gun is pointing at you, in your mind. Preferably a rifle visual, with that of shotgun capability...


REASON WHY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO POST THIS:
It's a piece of me that not everyone gets to know.
I'm sorry if it's too much for you guys to understand. It's just this weird feeling I get. I don't want you guys to think any less of me, although if you do, than why read my blog? I can take critics especially since I moderate my own comments.